Sometimes things just won’t go the way I want. I guess it’s all my fault. I’m way too unreasonable and all. Sometimes I just don’t know what to do. I really don’t know what to do when problem starts to occur. I only know that, I will lose my direction sometimes and I need you to be there. I don’t have a positive mindset always. I need you to give in to me sometimes.
Thank you for trying your best for me. I know I’m not good enough to be the perfect girlfriend you want. I failed. I didn’t give in to you today. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for those hurtful words. And I think I broke my promise. I hope you know that I don’t mean it when I say I want this to end. I can swear that I don’t even have that intention, but I don’t know why I still choose to say. Maybe I’m so used to saying that last time, even until now I can’t change. I just want everything to be fine.
I can’t sleep, I just can’t sleep. Many things are running through my mind now. I don’t know why every time we quarrel, my heart just can’t settle down. My mind is in a blank now.
I’m trying my best to change for you just like how you try your best to change for me. You are way too important to me. I just hope that I can understand how you feel and try to stand in your position and think. But before I can stand in your position and think, I guess I should reflect on myself first. Sometimes I felt so useless, yes really useless. I thought I can change for you, but when problem starts to appear,
I realiZed I didn’t change at all. I’m sorry. I hope you can give me some time, and I will give you the time you deserve. It’s not easy to be back together, I just want to love you, care for you, be there for you. At times, I really feel like giving up. But the thought of you putting in so much effort and all the things you have done for me, I’m touched. Really really touched. And I know I can’t bear to give everything up just like that. We love each other, that makes everything worth it.
I know I can count on you no matter what. You just have to know that you mean everything to me. Thanks for the laughter you have brought into my life all these while. All those memories we shared can never be erased. No one can ever replaced you in my heart, no one. I know we can go through everything together. The moments that we have shared the memories we make, I promise your heart won’t shatter or even break.
My world has changed forever now that you are here. I will always have you in my heart even when I’m alsleep. Everything that happened has it’s reason. I agree that every couples would quarrel. But to me, it’s a sign of understanding each other more. You give me a feeling I’ve never felt before. I just can’t explain. Your smiles and laughter just makes me happy. I hope our love could go on and on. I just want you to be happy, forever with me.
I know you are not perfect, and nor can I claim to be either, but please believe me, when I say that I want to be by your side, to hold your hand, to treasure you. Though we are young and still learning about ourselves. But in my heart, I’ll always love you, and in my heart you’ll always stay. Promise me that you won’t ever give up on our love no matter how many times we quarrel. As days goes by, we will change, we will be more mature. And our love will become stronger than before. So.. let’s work hard for our future ok? Thank you for being the sweetest thing in my life. Every action and word mean a way lot to me. You always make me feel loved. I am so thankful to have you. Nothing will change because you’re the one I love truthfully.
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