CRAZY THINGS ABOUT ME..

1. Everyone called me "JACKIE" until some friends at school began using "JACK" and the name stuck. Most of my immediate family calls me "LHEN"..

2. My best childhood friend was a few years younger than me. (Hinahanap ko nga siya ngayon, eh! Hindi ko pa rin makita.. KAW, nakita mo ba?? TOMMY pangalan nya..)...

3. I would like to write a book someday. (YEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!) Bwahahahhahaha!!

4. I had always wanted to go to Disney World.. (ang MUNTING Pangarap ng isang BATANG TULAD koh..)

5. I like the feeling of being up early in the morning.. (Ewan ko.. Basta masaya.!!. IT'S A BLESSING FOR ME.. ^.^)

6. Traveling is good for me.. (Gusto ko pumunta kahit saan.. Pwede mo ko dalhin..)

7. My favorite song is "ON THIS DAY" by DAVID POMERANZ.. (Nauna ko 'tong narinig nung kinanta ni Berlai.. tapos yun.. Naadik na 'ko.. HAHAhahahha.. Actually, IT'S A WEDDING SONG..)

8. My favorite horror movie is "THE SHUTTER".. (Hindi ko alam kung natakot ba ko sa movie o sa mga kasama ko nung PINAPANOOD ko yan.. ILANG BESES KO Na 'YAN PINAPANOOD.. kaya alam ko na kung kailan lalabas yung NAGMUMULTO..) bwahahahahha..

9. My favorite comedy movie is "WHITE CHICKS".. (Actually, sumakit ang t'yan ko kakatawa..Hindi pa ko nagsasawa panoorin yun.. Nag-enjoy ako dahil na rin siguro sa mga kasama ko habang pinapanood ko yan..)

10. I used to sleep with music on almost every night. (Pero ngayon, kahit walang music bigla na lang akong makakatulog.. Dahil sa sobrang pagod..)

*Ang pangarap ko talaga nung BATA ako ay maging isang "ABODAGO" este "ABOGADO pala.. Hahahahaha..! IDOL ko kasi si MIRIAM DEFENSOR SANTIAGO... At GUSTO kong ipagtanggol ang mga NAAAPI..?  hahahahhaha!!

* Mahilig akong mag-ipon ng pera. Natural pera yun eh! Kahit wala naman akong bibilin, masaya akong may ipon sa wallet.. YEAHHHH!! (Sabi nga nila, KURIPOT AKO..) atleast, maraming PERA!!

* Mahilig ako makipaghabulan pero madalas akong nai-injure... hindi naman ako TANGA...

*Nung bata ako.. MAHIYAIN TALAGA KOH.. (Pramiz..)

* IDOL NA IDOL ko si BOB ONG.. Dahil siguro parehas kami ng prinsipyo sa buhay..

*Masaya na 'ko bigyan mo lang ako ng CHOCOLATE..

* Mahilig akong manood ng horror films pero takot akong mag CR mag-isa pag naiisip ko yung mga pinapanOod ko...

* Tamad akong magbasa ng messages o kahit magreply. Minsan napupuno na inbox ko sa mga unread messages kaya binubura ko nalang kahit di ko pa binabasa lalo na sa facebook at friendster.. (bwahahhahah!)

*Mahilig akong makipag-usap sa mga malalalim na tao.. (Marami akong natutunan sa kanila,, kaysa sa mga taong MADADALDAL.. wala namang LAMAN...)

*Ang isa sa mga pangarap ko ay "makapag-SKYDIVING... Gusto kong lumipad.. MALAYONG - MALAYO!"

* Iba ang pananaw ko sa buhay kaysa sa mga nakakarami.. at HINDI KO SINASABI YUN SA IBA.. (it makes me feel DANGEROUS..)

* I'm incredibly paranoid.. BALIW AKOH...

* I want to learn many different languages... (masaya 'pag maraming alam..)

* Mahilig ako sa mga gig at concert. Handa akong makipagsiksikan sa maraming tao basta dapat nasa harapan ako kasi kung nasa likod lang din ako, uwi nalang ako...

* I love being alone.. (SOMETIMES...) Marami akong nakikita na hindi ko nakikita 'pag may kasama akong ibang tao.. BASTA.. WEIRD..!

*Mahilig akong magbasa ng kahit ano...hanggang Ngayon, hindi ko pa natatapos yung "THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE"

*Gustong-gusto ko nakakakita ng "Sunset"..(ganda ng COLOR COMBINATION..)

*Madali akong patawanin.. Madali rin akong paiyakin..

*Mahilig ako sa mga bata.. Masarap paglaruan ang INOSENTE NILANG KAISIPAN...(hahahahhaa)

* Gustong-gusto ko ng ADVENTURE.. (Mountain Climbing, SKYDIVING..) basta yung tipong PWEDE  na kong mamatay pag ginawa ko yun... BWAHAHAHAHHA...  (joke????)

*Mahilig akong magsulat.. Magsulat ng magsulat ng magsulat... Kahit ano.. Basta 'pag may pumasok lang sa utak ko na isang bagay... SINUSULAT KOH..

TULAD NITO...

MY UNCHANGING LOVE...

Sometimes things just won’t go the way I want. I guess it’s all my fault. I’m way too unreasonable and all. Sometimes I just don’t know what to do. I really don’t know what to do when problem starts to occur. I only know that, I will lose my direction sometimes and I need you to be there. I don’t have a positive mindset always. I need you to give in to me sometimes.

Thank you for trying your best for me. I know I’m not good enough to be the perfect girlfriend you want. I failed. I didn’t give in to you today. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for those hurtful words. And I think I broke my promise. I hope you know that I don’t mean it when I say I want this to end. I can swear that I don’t even have that intention, but I don’t know why I still choose to say. Maybe I’m so used to saying that last time, even until now I can’t change. I just want everything to be fine.

I can’t sleep, I just can’t sleep. Many things are running through my mind now. I don’t know why every time we quarrel, my heart just can’t settle down. My mind is in a blank now.

I’m trying my best to change for you just like how you try your best to change for me. You are way too important to me. I just hope that I can understand how you feel and try to stand in your position and think. But before I can stand in your position and think, I guess I should reflect on myself first. Sometimes I felt so useless, yes really useless. I thought I can change for you, but when problem starts to appear,

I realiZed I didn’t change at all. I’m sorry. I hope you can give me some time, and I will give you the time you deserve. It’s not easy to be back together, I just want to love you, care for you, be there for you. At times, I really feel like giving up. But the thought of you putting in so much effort and all the things you have done for me, I’m touched. Really really touched. And I know I can’t bear to give everything up just like that. We love each other, that makes everything worth it.

I know I can count on you no matter what. You just have to know that you mean everything to me. Thanks for the laughter you have brought into my life all these while. All those memories we shared can never be erased. No one can ever replaced you in my heart, no one. I know we can go through everything together. The moments that we have shared the memories we make, I promise your heart won’t shatter or even break. 

My world has changed forever now that you are here. I will always have you in my heart even when I’m alsleep. Everything that happened has it’s reason. I agree that every couples would quarrel. But to me, it’s a sign of understanding each other more. You give me a feeling I’ve never felt before. I just can’t explain. Your smiles and laughter just makes me happy. I hope our love could go on and on. I just want you to be happy, forever with me.

I know you are not perfect, and nor can I claim to be either, but please believe me, when I say that I want to be by your side, to hold your hand, to treasure you. Though we are young and still learning about ourselves. But in my heart, I’ll always love you, and in my heart you’ll always stay. Promise me that you won’t ever give up on our love no matter how many times we quarrel. As days goes by, we will change, we will be more mature. And our love will become stronger than before. So.. let’s work hard for our future ok? Thank you for being the sweetest thing in my life. Every action and word mean a way lot to me. You always make me feel loved. I am so thankful to have you. Nothing will change because you’re the one I love truthfully.

JUST THE TWO OF US...

Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends. 

My best friend is the someone who brings out the best of me.

"If we go down we go down together, best friends means best friends forever."

'The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart." 

"If you're going my way, I'll walk with you." 

"Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light."

"i have this friend who's with me wherever i go."

"You'll always be my best friend, you know too much." 

"Every tear, every smile, proves our friendship to be worthwhile." 

"When I'm asked what one happy thought is, I always say: 'knowing that no matter how big the fight is, I still have a best friend.'"

NAKAKATAWA TALAGA ANG LOVE.. ^.^

Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo man ay totoo pa rin. Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw. Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal.

Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo.

Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin.

Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang.

Leche, ano ba talaga?! May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati 'Love is only for stupid people.' Nakakatawa kasi medyo weird ang personality niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din pala.. ^.^

At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din.

O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang. Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya.!!..

^.^

Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina. Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang malulungkot, sumasaya.

Ang matitigas, lumalambot.. Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na 'Ayoko na ma-inlove!' biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar.!!!..

Magpapaasar ka naman. Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao?

Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama? Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng  mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig. 'Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!' 'Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay...??!

Now na!' At hindi lang 'yon.

Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! 'Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?' May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon at pagbabagsak ng pinto. ASTIG talaga.!

Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko..

Pero wala pa rin akong alam. Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gustong magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punch line...

Nakakatawa no? Nakakaiyak...

MADE BY: MC DUANE
"ONE OF MY IDOLS"

HAPPY IN LOVE

Love, Love, Love. Such a small word, paired with such a vital meaning.

^.^

Love. It is the best thing in the world...and the worst. 

I've come to notice that people sometimes try so desperately hard to fall in love, they manage to fool themselves into thinking it's genuine.

I think falling in love with someone happens when you least expect it to, when you're too busy focusing on another aspect of your life. This is where fate comes into play. That specific person was led to you for some unknown reason....

True love is hard to come by, in my opinion, you have to go through a couple of bad relationships before you can find that one special person. I know that personally, there was a couple of relationships that I was in, with someone whom I thought I was in love with...

However I quickly learned that what I was feeling was nothing more than a childish crush. Many people may believe that they are in love simply because they have no comparison to make with what they are feeling..

We hope and pray that we'll all find our knight-in-shining armor and wish that he'll be tall,dark and handsome until reality sets in. Someone enters your life who is the exact opposite of what you've hoped for but still you can't help but want to spend the rest of your life with him. 

We fall in love.

We learn to accept the ones we love in spite of their faults. This must be why they say love is blind..=)

Love is the only thing that keeps us going. But sometimes, it destroys us.

How many people have loved, and been rejected? 

How many people have confessed their true feelings, and been laughed at?

Love is the most confusing thing. It makes you laugh, it makes you cry. You don't know how to feel.You never know who loves who.

Love is a way for people to feel accepted. It is the thing that people are searching for all their lives. Why is it that people cannot seem to live without love?

Love is the greatest gift we can ever hope to give or receive.

Love is the one thing that can overcome so many of the difficult times that we are faced with in life.

Love is so powerful...it can turn frowns into smiles. 

It can help mend the most broken heart. It can even turn all of the ugliness in the world into the most beautiful portrait we could ever have the pleasure to behold....

-jackie

COLLEGE SURVIVAL

"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere."

“How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to”

       "As I reach a time of complete uncertainty, friends are my most precious asset."

"There are only two ways to life your life. One: like nothing is a miracle. Two: like everything is a miracle."

"Life isn't always easy, but there are good days." 

"Chance made us sisters, choice made us friends."

 "You are only going to get one chance at this life, so make everyday count."

Look for the small miracles and you'll find they're everywhere.

 

 "It's not the length of life, but the depth of life."

"Life is a series of lessons that must be lived to be understood." 

 "The best way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost"

 

"Sometimes there is no next time, no time outs, no second chances. Sometimes it's now or never." 

"It's a chore: holding on to a vision."

"Your friends are what will matter in the end."

"Normal is not something to aspire to; it's something to get away from." 

 

"Remember that every good friend was once a stranger"

 “It is by chance that we met, by choice that we became friends.”

"A TRUE FRIEND IS ONE WHO LIKES YOU AS YOU ARE." 

"It's funny. Day by day nothing seems to change. Then all of a sudden everything's different."

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take. Life is measured by the moments that take our breath away."

"Memories last forever pictures may not."

 "Live your life to the fullest. You only get one."

"I guess time has a way of making everything alright it's just there is not enough of it."

"happiness will come when you are with the one who can take you to places you never were." 

“Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends we choose.”

"It's not about the ending, it's about the journey." 

 "maybe if we surround ourselves in beauty, someday we'll become what we see."

"Life can be so randomly beautiful."

"First you're a part of it, then it becomes a part of you."